I'm completely exhausted lately. My body just aches and even the smallest usual tasks seem like chores to do. I'm tired of the crowds in the cafeteria, waking up every morning for my job, even taking pictures most days is beyond wearying. On top of that I am just bored to tears. I know what I need is my vacation, just a break from it all (the weekends aren't long enough and don't offer enough variety to rejuvenate), but my vacation is still a month away. I keep telling myself that it will be worth the wait and that this next semester won't even feel like work, but it's hard to live today on the promise of tomorrow. Sometimes I just feel as if we spend most of our lives waiting. Not literally waiting in lines (though I suppose that is true too), but waiting until we feel beautiful, or that boy asks us out, or until I'm older, etc, etc. I'm tired of waiting for things to happen and enduring the mind numbing minutes, hours, days before that "something" happens. But I suppose this is life. You can't go on that beautiful vacation until you've earned the money in your job to afford it...
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